Cold Nights
This is one of those nights when insomnia is my only company. Yet another cold, cold night, Dripping, leaking tap water Dampening the stale air Absence of proper banter Windows sneaking in pale street lights Freckles of dust dancing without a care. My eyes compressed so tightly My chest tightens like a boa constrictor's grip While my world sleeps soundly My mind tossing and turning Madly as my body remains silent Every skeletal muscle tense The disconnect between my body and mind makes no sense My disrupted soul begets worry Flight of thought racing in circuit My judgement crumbles like biscuits No warmth from my covers, Soaked in regret from my past lovers Wandering lost in list of lust Endless winding matters Wondering if I could have turned out better Instead of aching under layers of rust. Wringing of my fingers Trembling in my lips Tapping of my finger tips My joints crackling like crisp in the fire Chilled by the dawn's cool air And slow...