How

Based off of a conversation with a friend, I wrote this piece with only one thing in mind, how? How does one pick themselves up and try again? How do you feel again after not feeling anything for so long? 

How do you explain,
That you do not feel pain,
And happiness is a distant memory,
Because all you feel is empty.

How do you put into words,
That everything you feared,
Was starting to come true,
Right when you thought you almost had a breakthrough.

How do you begin to understand,
The million questions that fill you mind,
When things are no longer in your hands,
And you lose all sense of time.

How do you go about living,
When you're barely existing,
Consumed by the emptiness,
And it all just becomes a mess.

- JN 
2.00am, 28th October 2016
Home, Kelana Jaya


JN is the one who doesn't take chances, but she's working on that. She's powering through life, one day at a time. Even with all that life throws her, you'll always see her with a smile. She's a hopeless romantic, hopeless beyond repair. You may say she's a dreamer, but she's got her feet on the ground.

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