From JN: To My Reflection.

This is what I would say to the girl staring back at me in the mirror who feels like she's lost her way. 

I stare at you in the mirror,
You look familiar,
What happened to that grin?
Why is it wearing thin?
Don't let life wear you down,
Turn that frown upside down,

You need to stop being afraid,
And just have faith,
Come out of your shell,
Stop hiding in your own version of hell,
You are made for so much better,
So stop being afraid and go get em' tiger.

Stop taking all the hurtful things people say to heart,
It says a lot about them, not you sweetheart,
Pay no heed to what people say,
Don't let it affect you in any way,
People can be cruel and mean,
Let that not be a reason for you to be mean.

You're small, that you are,
But the good news is you're travel size,
There is nothing wrong with who you are,
What matters is who you are on the inside,
Forget about all the names you've been called,
Always remember to be a good person, you don't need to be tall.

Lastly, I need you to get up and try,
Stop saying you're shy,
You want to be the best you can be,
So go talk to a stranger, take a chance, set yourself free,
Because all I want is to see that grin,
And I want you to be happier than you've ever been.

- JN
5.00pm, 28/9/2015 (Monday)
Home, Kelana Jaya



JN is the one who doesn't take chances, but she's working on that. She's powering through life, one day at a time. Even with all that life throws her, you'll always see her with a smile. She's a hopeless romantic, hopeless beyond repair. You may say she's a dreamer, but she's got her feet on the ground


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