From SB: To The Dreams
Ever feel like your subconscious is against you?
I do. EVERY NIGHT.
I do. EVERY NIGHT.
Go away and
let me sleep,
It is late
& I am tired,
These
thoughts I don’t want to keep,
You’re going
to get me fired.
I honestly
just want to get some rest,
I don’t need
reminders of things that have passed,
Stop putting
my sleep deprivation to the test,
There are
many things to which I have been tasked.
I no longer
give a shit about beep,
I don’t need
to see his stupid face anymore,
Your stories
aren’t even profound or deep,
Just
reminiscent of when it was me he thought he adored.
I also don’t
need to see visions of random friends,
Doing things
we never even planned,
Put my
misery to an end,
I don’t know
how much more I can stand.
Please just
let me rest in peace,
Before I’m
put six feet under,
A good night’s
sleep you always tease,
Then it
always begins like pre-storm thunder.
I loathe
you, please go away,
So tempted
to ask Swit Yen to induce a coma,
I need a
good night’s sleep before the break of day,
I have to
get it, I gotta.
- SB
7.07pm, 17th
November 2015
Ghetto HQ
SB is a conflicted soul of sorts, who is mad enough to go chase after what she really loves as opposed to conform to society and her mother's idea of a successful person. She prays she makes it in life, because she will not be able to tolerate the nagging that would follow if she doesn't. Her inspiration comes from everything around her, as well as made up situations in her head. Good luck distinguishing between the two.
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